A New York conversation..happens all the time

To surround ourselves with good people and true friends7:45pmT

it makes so much difference when you have wonderful friends! you are a great friend if you are going to visit your friend, though ….

wait a sec, don’t you study or work???
7:46pmM

I work

haha

I finisished my MA 10 years ago!
7:46pmT

ok

MA, Master of arts, I presume
7:47pmM

yes, indeed
7:47pmT

I finished mine too

i mean my home grown MA with my two friends from Hermitage
7:48pmT

anyway, you will destruct yourself, sometimes things look different from the distance and you may go back to each other, i thought you were good together with #####:)
7:48pmM

the hermitage is exceptional

no..we will never speak again

i missed my best friends funeral because of her
7:49pmT

please, you never know, i hope people do think and admit mistakes and reconcile, it is the best end
7:49pmM

sadly I am not big enough to forgive that
7:50pmT

you will gorw:)))

grow:))
7:50pmM

as it affected not just my family many of our friends from my village

yes, indeed…but this I can not forgive

it hurt my f’s mother that I couldn’t be there

that’s not something I can never feel comfortable with

considering it was motivated by malice
7:52pmT

may be, it was not malice? i am sure oyu know better, i am just tryingto see it i na better light? :):)
7:52pmM

thank you, I appreciate that
7:53pmT

Sorry, I shoul dnot have been that forceful i my opinions…

I am sure you know it all better…
7:53pmM

in this case the best thing is that we are apart

I have never known such viciousness, betrayal and treachery

therefore the best course is to walk away and not look back
7:54pmT

I felt like that today about my ex too and I am trying so hard to not think that way because my anger kills me, and I don’t want it to destroy me:)))
7:54pmM

somethings are only supposed to be beautiful for a short time

like a flower blossoms

but then dries and dies

and just leaves a husk
7:55pmT

but is it beautiful then?

may be it had an appearance of it only?

though, you are right, flowers ar beautiful no matter how long…
7:56pmM

well a flower is beautiful while it gasps for life then when its dead is to fragile to survive and can only turn to dust

love can not survive all things

it has to be nurtured

and cared for

and understood

or at least an attempt to make it work
7:58pmT

yes, I agree, love is art
7:58pmM

its a special language that neither is fully fluent in

however the gesture and effort is what counts
7:59pmT

love is art….

too bad i need to go, >>>>>…I woul dlove to chat with you again, when are oyu goinf to be in *****?
8:00pmM

couple of weeks

thank you for the company and conversation
8:00pmT

until then you are in New York?
8:00pmM

yes
8:00pmT

just work put it all behind:)))
8:01pmM

exactly

find a new field and that rare wild flower

until then work work work
8:04pmT

i think it is good to settle into yourself, to find and heal yourself then you will be fresh to see the wild flower:)

no???
8:05pmM

for a time I shall find myself again in my friends
8:07pmM

my days of entertaining romance are over
8:09pmT

yes, you should take a break and enjoy friends, arts, nature:))) spend time at the Soho or Tribeca grand hotels
8:09pmM

indeed
8:10pmT

be well

sad to see oyu so dissapointed, find forgiveness:)))) and you will be happy yourself
8:12pmM

thank you…sometimes one can find a place of comfort and in time I hope to forget